Friday, September 9, 2011

I'm My Biggest Critic

I'm constantly criticizing everything I do. It's like I'm not good enough for anyone or anything I do. Someone is always better than me at something. I'm never the best. I always feel so self concious. It's like someone is always judging me. I'm worried that there are people that are more worried with my life than I am. It isn't fair. I don't do anything to deserve this harshness from myself or any one else. I constantly let people walk all over me. I just want to please others and put my happiness aside. While everyone is judging me and starting rumors or spreading secrets, they don't stop to think that I  might be hurt by everything they are saying. I'm infamous for being a "slut." Some people exaggerate things and others just need to mind their own business. What I do with my life should not concern anyone else. I'm harder on myself because sometimes I feel like I have to be to live up to others expectations. People overlook the good in me and only seem to notice my flaws. I know, I'm just like any other teenage girl. Waaa, my life is just so terrible, right? Well sometimes it feels like it is.

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